Wednesday, October 6, 2010

How the west lost its glory...

How the west lost its glory...
Albinos were outcasts but these albinos were different! They - the albinos from the other side of the great divide were glorious to behold – the loose flying hair of all colours and shades, the unrepentant hedonist – – the swash buckling visitor who had no gods - representative all of we always wanted to be but were too cowardly .....too afraid of HIM who had our fate in his palm and dealt a treacherous hand when we stepped ever so slightly out of line.

Albinos were outcasts but these albinos were different!

We had always wanted to treat our gods with disdain because they turned our most begotten dreams to ashes and lent a helping hand only when we made burnt sacrifice of the last of our fattened livestock. We thus quite simply fell in love with him and his feckless ways... his godlessness was refreshing to behold and don't forget - he was a magician of sorts - a spell binder.....he had the stick which belched thunder, he had the great houses which floated on water....he sucked fire into his mouth and burnt his intestines but did not wince - I swear he burnt his insides and his nose was the chimney from which the smoke curled out from his bowels...

...but with the passage of time, lots of it, his magic became boring and common place and all too pervasive and quietly in our hearts we lost our enchantment. We lost our enchantment when we realised that the smiling loose haired visitor was a rogue of sorts. We had welcomed him and had given him land to practice his goodness... but so ungainly was he.... CARAMBA!!...not even one generation had passed...can you believe!... he wanted to be top dog... nay he became top dog and the smiles vanished. He turned out to be mean hearted, had a forked tongue, poor hygiene, and you realised that the great magician like a great work of art, had no soul and above all did everything for money - even the goodness he practised on us was tainted by his love for filthy lucre. He hated his craft but was frozen in his purposes - constrained to perform, and through his magic and wondrous arts sought to steal your soul.

You wonder and say to yourself: This guy cannot be my master! Perfidy! You realise you are probably the stronger in this relationship. You cannot bear to think the thought but realise that his godlessness was the bane of him - the cause of his soulessness.

You thus retrace your steps to your gods, and tell them of your great insight into the weaknesses of the magician. You truly are grateful for the constraints of your traditional ways and the restraints of your mean hearted gods. Grateful for your return, your emboldened gods whisper in your left ear close to your heart:

"He is your servant - destined to carry you through to your final confrontation with destiny. Let him invent those things, pay for them. See how dirty and unkempt he is..."

Emboldened by the voices of your gods, you turn your searchlight on the matter and to your chagrin realise that the half-eyed has somehow talked you into abandoning your purposeful march up destiny's ladder.

Like Etsu, the west-African god of mischief, the magician has tricked you. You have supplanted your destiny for one of consumerism. A destiny where your sense of worth is ultimately determined by sheer volume - your consumption index. You find yourself in a world in which you are condemned to be nothing. Not just in the eyes of all others but in your very own eyes because even you know it. You have little. Little to consume, little to show off with...and Etsu-like, the erstwhile foreigner ensures that you never will – he controls the fabrication of goods... don't you know?? It suits him to have you robbed of your profundity and emotional edge.....ensuring that the master remains a servant - in his very own garden..

Juxtapose the magician against those who have sustained civilisations for many thousands of years whose proud bards still sing and speak with awe of their heritage - of "ancient glamour keeping their youth", I speak of the land of Mencius...speaking of which we cannot but notice that the 'Mencians' have risen out of a fate prescribed for them by the magicians and also how the magicians (envious behind their masks) had only recently wished to draw them into war (over a spy plane) - in order no doubt to have a reason to destroy that which has been built by superior purposes and nobler endeavours..... The magicians like their ancestors seek to convince the rest of the world that the discredited, the puerile, the meaningless chaff which surround us are our gift from heaven - that to hanker for God, for things spiritual is to cop out.

The West has lost its glory. It lost it when it offered everything for the senses but nothing for the soul. It lost its glory when
the sad, the sullen eyed, the befuddled, the struggling are still today being stolen from and insulted with donated aid.
They no longer steal at musket point from the wretched of the earth - this they do by economic sleight of hand
which ensured perpetual servitude for those who groan twice - under the yoke of circumstance and under the yoke of the dispossessor. The West must rid itself of its filth - buy its glory back - and literally
repay the hundreds of billions of dollars for all the wealth – human and natural stolen from all God's children (From the valleys of Montezuma to the 'verdant valleys' of Shaka the Zulu).

The brave new world promised by the technological marvels of the age has simply not materialised and our collectively stupidity as a race is underlined by the emptiness of the world we have tried to create. I hate the situation I find myself in: cursed to write and forever postulate here in the hidden rooms of my hidden heart.

I hate writing!

'On whose side is God on?' I once heard the BBC ask a Sage. 'On the side of suffering humanity', he had answered.

I hope he is damn right!!


Of Hubble and the death of religion

The Hubble telescope has given mankind great insight into how stars and galaxies are formed and how they die. And if celestial bodies be born and then die, why cannot gods the same be?

Today, we are witnesses - to the demise of global belief systems. It is doubtful if ever in recorded history, mankind has had a front row seat to watch or observe a religion locked in mortal combat – not with external forces as the unwary might be led mistakenly into believing, but with the great and mighty spirit called 'Truth' - that merciless examiner of all that we hold to be true and that most patient of collectors who allows us the freedom to believe all that we wish to, but not to escape its consequences.

Which is why when a religion tolerates no examination from within or without, which labels all forms of dissent as heresy, which imbues its clergy with powers both spiritual and temporal, it shall in the end, have nothing unique to offer. It becomes an irrelevancy and its tenets open to interpretation and abuse by the clergy class.

Why?

Because truth or the determination of the truth will not be rigorous and very soon, its skid-mounted, movable beacons and precepts, meant to delineate justice from injustice, truth from untruth, will lead to listlessness amongst its adherents. They are given the task of holding dear a religion which has become irrelevant in the modern world. Violence erupts.

These adherents will lash out at even those who tolerate its idiosyncrasies because it views all such tolerance as condescension. It will seek no force of argument – because it has none. Its new converts will be found amongst the most ignorant on earth - those it will rather not have!

It will be aware of its ungainliness amongst those it so desperately wishes to convert but are ensconced in deep romance with their gods. This will rile them to no end. They thus shall lash out and seek to hurt those who do so marvelously well without the sterling advice offered by their great book.....

Like Red Giant's in the throes of death however, it will first be seen to expand and consume a large part of the celestial skies causing much destruction on earth….but the laws of the universe are steadfast. In the end, it will shrink and become a dwarf - a blackbody - a net recipient of light (truth).

Saturday, August 21, 2010

The Scoffer's Song

You took a deep breath

To sigh in sympathy I thought.

But No!

You were beside yourself in mirth!

You were laughing at me!

Gulping air,

You filled and refilled your windbag

Bleating out the discordant chords

Of that ancient score - the scoffer’s song

Puncture your windbags I wish I could

But there I sat well beaten - head bowed

I sat and prayed, you mocked and brayed

I prayed how I prayed

(But you all night brayed)

My wounds were healed

My soul annealed

With a gentle wind, without a word,

He lifted my head

Praying I was dear Jesus lord

Bloodied I am but bowed?

Hell no!

Your braying has stopped –you little fool!

Now I ponder the reason you all night cry

Thursday, August 19, 2010

PRESS RELEASE for "of gods and negroes"

iUniverse

Approved PRESS RELEASE

of gods and negroes (by don Kenobi)

©2006

Q: Please supply us with a detailed summary of your book (between one and three pages).

A: How do you carry on when all you are or ever will be is explainable. How do you face life when it seems that everyone wants to lay his or her baggage on you?

Is it wrong to expect nothing from the world and so remain unfazed by the problems you face?

Is it better to cry in pain each time life hurts you?

Can you reject life and taunt it, with each breath you take?

Is it wise?

Why was I even born?

What is life?

Will I ever find happiness?

How happy are happy people?

Do I deserve to be happy?

Why was I born?

Why was I born….

It seems those questions were uppermost in my mind as I wrote this book – over a period of some 20 years. Yet while I wrestled with the thoughts that would form the chapters of the book, I felt a reassurance within that beneath it all was a fun and a loving essence which watched us as we took our first faltering steps and passed from being plain men – to well… men – those who will be men (as God created them to be). Who would swear to an oath and not waver….

In addition to the questions above, the book also seems to be saying:

You can find a better way

I know a better way

Come let us find a better way

Come let me show you …. how I survived.

It is a story of love and the search for love.

It is also a story of the search for self-acceptance

It is the story of a gentle man – lost because he runs a different script.

In the end, it is as much the why I wrote the book as it is about the what is the book about.

Q: Why did you write the book Mr. Don Kenobi

A: The why is simple:

There are many books out there and many stereotypes but you cannot find your story and you do not fit into any stereotype…… This sets up a need and cause, which will nag and tug at you every minute of your life not spent doing it. It will take up a whole chunk of your time and you may even grow to hate it - probably because you have to `relive it to tell it'. While writing the book, I sometimes had no idea if I was writing a book or the book was writing me! Yet the book is fiction.

Q: Is the book really not about you? Thinly disguised? Is it really fiction?

A: [Laughter] Fiction? What is fiction? Phew! I don't know anymore what fiction is - Maybe we all are fiction… fictitious characters taking ourselves far too seriously. We are all stories – fictional characters in Gods story! Who said that? I just did.

What do I think of my own writing?

Pure pain! I hate writing – and I hope when you read the book you will understand the first chapter. I'm so grateful I had a chance to mould a story around Uncle Joe - a real-life character…. I will probably write about him again…. But I love writing too. I really do!

It's everything to me. Its what I am: about 23 years ago, as I stood in line waiting for the letter which would post me out of the military-style camp onward to my primary national service assignment, I said a little prayer "If I get posted to a school to teach dear

Lord, it means you want me to be a writer. If I get posted to a factory, then you want me to be an engineer" I got posted to a cement factory…

I think I owe a lot to John Steinbeck…aha! I can see the nay Sayers looking for similarities – `whole copied pages'… it will not be found. When Steinbeck wrote he was da Createur! I have just created a word to hide my blasphemy. We are tricky we writers….

Steinbeck always made me feel the presence and power of the storyteller… he suffocates me – there is a pureness about his writing which… I can't say any more words really have no use when you want to tell the truth is a deep personal way.

Already I have seen a few ‘mistakes’ I would have loved to correct but I just had about had it and wanted no more of the manuscript. Let it take up its own wings and fly or crash

Why? Because I think I am guilty of overwriting this book!! And I am – it took me 20 years of chiseling and chipping away. Am I satisfied? No! In all honesty I need another 20 years to do justice to the story in my head.

I hope the elected leaders of my country Nigeria read the book especially the last two chapters. They need to know that their actions are being recorded (for posterity)

Q: Will readers love this book?

A: I don't know. What I do know is that I'm glad its over. I need to apply myself to other things…. But if you like it, you will read it more than once and each time you will read a different story. It is the loving story about a lovely man… there are several lovely characters.

I am not qualified to say this because I really do not know the whole story. The first time that I knew what the story was really about, was when the publisher…

I think I have said enough. I have said enough! I must not let too much light into the closet!

Q: What is the setting of your book?

A: Nigeria, San Diego, Boeria a fictional place that appears to be in Southern Africa, and Kenya…

Q: Who are the main characters, what are their relationships, and why are they important to the story?

A: Dedan Kimathi, the protagonist, Ollie the beautiful Nun who left the convent to be with him, Ay-ii the spirit guide who takes DK to the spirit world of Lokinanga, and Father A.E Lee the kind prince of the catholic church

Q: Why do you think that this book will appeal to readers?

A: It is a love story. We all love love stories. It is the story of a man determined to be the captain of his fate.

Q: Who is your target audience?

A: People. Spiritual people. People who want a better world.

Friday, July 30, 2010

I shot the Negro! I shot the Negro!

Get supervised! Get a life!

SEPT. 2001: The world is in bad shape and its rats are at it again. Having seen their mighty industries and unsurpassable military might fail to bring them utopia, they turn around and bare their fangs at their perennial victims who want nothing more than a place in the sun. Yes they drop on all fours and debase themselves further.

Compared to those ones, the dodo was a brave beast – for she accepted her fate and only hid her head in shame and waited for the consequences of its faulty design! Not so those who floundering in their folly revert to monkey chants making monkeys of themselves. I truly wish I could help which is why I am sitting behind this tired old desk trying to make sense of it all…

The Rats of ‘Big Shady’ find their every conclusion about their superior way mocked by those whose nirvana was disturbed by the rapacious greed of their own ancestors and like all failed societies, resort to well trodden paths by first selecting docile scapegoats.

The Rats of ‘Big Shady’ were becoming good neighbours I concede but their ranks have been swelled by the scum of the erstwhile second-world who think their passport to the great western way is to bash the Negro (who is that? Have you seen one lately?). I can only admonish them: “You spent the whole of the last century emerging from the yoke of oppression – you have lost precious time and you will loose yet some. Get Supervised!”

In the fall of 2001 I watched a pop video, which was the rave of the whole of Russia and possibly central Europe.

It went something like:

“Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I killed the Negro! I killed the Negro”

I sat torn between two emotions and bowed my head in morbid shame – and sorrow – that I who has steadfastly sought the face of God and noble behaviour most days of my life should have to occupy the same planet as these persons whose lack of form has no suitable adjective!!

OK! Boris,

You killed the Negro?

Good for you.

God bless you.

Now pick up the pieces of your sodden life

and move Boris!

Get a life.

Get supervised

Here lies the crux of the matter:

The suffering westerner and the unsupervised erstwhile slaves - recently freed from the yoke of communism have been lied to all their lives. Those whose resilience staggers the mind are those who will save them from themselves. My grandfather told his sons this: "Fear the man who has one goal only which is: To prove he is superior to you who thinks you are superior to him for he never loses his mind! He wears you down and beats you with every thing that he is: even his smile and His swagger, his speed when he's fast, and his slows when he's slow...It is in their genes - which spawned yours, and they are uniquely in the position to be your messiah. Thank God for them. They are the meek and as the bible puts it, they shall inherit the earth!"

Goodnight.

PS

You may continue your monkey chants, I shall quote Diogenes. When asked are you not bothered that people laugh at you? He answered “Jackals laugh at people all the time but people pay no heed. Why should I?”

My dut y as a writer is done.

Don Kenobi Sept-2001

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

SUNSET

SUNSET

Generously splashing orange across the horizons and far beyond,

Painting an endless tail of wonder, photon by photon,

The far away images I commune with in solitude

are snatched from my sight by the gently settling dusk

It is the sun which has betrayed me.


It is Sunset!

Your laws are steadfast!

I am overwhelmed.....

.....What a grand show that sunset was!

Thank you Father

+++

DK Summer 1987 (Ewekoro)

Monday, July 26, 2010

Dear Sir (Letter to GEJ)

Dear GEJ Sir,
Let us concession the roads. Companies should bid for stretches of highway in bundles of say 100 km. They will manage it for a period of say 3-5years, when there will be another round of bidding. As incentive, These companies w
ill have a portion of the initial payments for license released to them - based on performance: Repairs, number of accidents, even security - robbery attacks.
Instead of having civil servants sitting n the ministry of works, they should have designations like "supervisor Lagos-Benin" "Supervisor Abuja-Lokoja" These supervisors will have their teams and they will be in effect contract Holders - supervising the performance of the companies...
That way we know who is not doing their job.
A top journalist said: the Lagos Benin road is worse than any road in Afghanistan. I have not been to Afghanistan. But we should consider these sentiments as evidence of failed government. We believe you can make a difference Mr. President. Best wishes. Your fellow citizen.
Obi

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